not happy......

☃so unhappy=(☃
☃i go see his fs...☃
☃so many girl comment...☃
☃last time no at all der...☃
☃but now suddently so many...☃
☃all is leng lui...☃
☃55555.................☃

sorry ar...

☃these days nth 2 write...☃
☃pls forgive me=p☃
☃sorry......☃

sad...................................................................................

[22-11-2008]

☃still feel not happy...☃
☃coz...☃
☃juz feel like...☃
☃he not love me...☃
☃but...☃
☃cannot break...☃
☃coz i love him...☃
☃555..........................☃
☃why like this der???☃
☃i wan he love me...☃

today...car stopped beside road...

[19-11-2008]


☃today same go to work...☃
☃but so "black"☃
☃when come back, the car stopped☃
☃and cant drive anymore...☃
☃in front of the car got some "yan" come out☃
☃*i 4got "yan" english call wat...so...*☃
☃so we stand beside road, wait my dad come to help me...☃
☃so cold beside road...☃
☃then ar, coz my cousin is wit us mar...☃
☃so we use the another car took him back home lor...☃
☃then my dad wait the "lorry" come lar...☃
☃he wait there alone...☃
☃haha...so bad...☃
☃then ar...wait my dad come back lor...☃
☃then wait until maybe half past ten, then go somebody house...☃
☃we saw the car how to come down from the "lorry"☃
☃so yeng!☃

i m the most happy ppl in the world!!!

☃i m so happy!!!= D☃
☃we can be together!!!☃
☃wont like last time!!!☃
☃hope we can be together forever!!!☃
☃sorry...to happy...so all use "!!!"☃
☃=b☃
☃we will be together forever!!!☃

how can i be happy?

[18-11-2008]

☃how can i be happy?☃
☃think happy things can let me feel happy?☃
☃no...my all happy 回忆got him...☃
☃so...can tell me how to be happy?☃
☃i oni can do work or anything to 麻醉myself...and let me dun think him...☃
☃but i think it is not a good 方法...☃
☃who can tell me the better方法 to let me not sad?☃

i m still loving him...

[18-11-2008]

☃yesterday...i asked him...can we be together again?☃
☃he said the next day will giv me answer...he need time to think...☃
☃today...he tell me his answer...☃
☃>>i think we can still be fren.... but we can't 复合anymore.... only hurt more ....<<☃
☃i m so sad...☃
☃but is me活该...☃
☃who call me so bad to he?☃
☃so...is he dunwan me...not i dunwan he...☃



☃yesterday i didnt eat at all...☃
☃haha...feel myself very geng...☃



☃today i go work...☃
☃do same thing whole day...so sien...☃
☃but its better than i stay at home...☃
☃so free, nth to do, make me think more, and sad more...☃
☃i were working, but i still got think him...i m so miss him...☃
☃后悔之前这样对他。。。☃

cry... so funny!!

[17-11-2008]

☃i cry again...☃
☃haha...so funny!☃
☃i suddently so miss him...so i call him☃
☃but i forgot today is his exam day...☃
☃i call so many time...☃
☃i thought he dunwan choi me...so i cry...☃
☃very funny??☃
☃i feel it too!!☃
☃but i m still crying...☃



☃i just read his blog...☃
☃make me feel sadder...☃
☃i know all is my fault...☃
☃so sorry...☃
☃sorry...☃


☃omg...i sot jor...☃
☃one day write so many times..☃
☃☃but i m really sad...☃
☃i sad until sot jor...☃

happy become sad...

[17-11-2008]

☃so sad...☃
☃yesterday my com repair finish...so happy...☃
☃but i cant think i on9 then make us break...☃
☃i were so happy when i can on9, coz can keng msn wit him...☃
☃but i dunno finally we break because msn...☃
☃so sad so sad...☃
☃happy become sad...☃
☃i scare like this...i scare from happy become sad...☃
☃but it happened...☃

miss you...

[17-11-2008]

☃suddently very very miss you...☃
☃almost cry jor...☃
☃when i can forgot you??☃
☃who can tell me??☃
☃i still love you...☃

be happy!

[17-11-2008]

☃today i woke up 2 o'clock o...☃

☃then i cant sleep jor...☃

☃i just lie on the bed...☃

☃and think a lot of things...☃

☃so sad...☃

☃my birthday is always at the exam time...☃

☃always no frenz celebrate wit me...☃

☃you promise me next year's birthday you will celebrate wit me...☃

☃do you remember?☃

☃you tell me you never cry...make me feel sadder...☃

☃i wake 2 o' clock, then 4 o'clock ++i go my mum's room...☃

☃i tell her i cant sleep, then i cry...☃

☃she said the boy always make me sad...this kind of boy dunwan lar...☃

☃so happy jor...haha...☃

☃i m look like happy jor...but actually i feel very sad...☃

we break...

[16-11-2008]

☃we just break...☃
☃feel so sad...☃
☃who can make me smile?☃
☃i cant think the end will be like this...☃
☃55555...☃

la la la...♩♪♫♬♭sounds like happy, but i m sad...

[16-11-2008]

-sad...sad...-



-why sad?-



-...-



















☃my bf and me got problem jor...☃


☃we 2 days no sms jor...☃



☃coz i tell him i dunwan choi him for a few days...☃



☃he reply me "ok...."!!!☃



☃then we no sms lor...☃

☃but i cant think until night he no send a msg to me...☃
☃just now i go check mail, i saw he sent me a mail...☃
☃down the mail got something like "sent to love ppl" or wat...something like this lar...☃
☃i saw he sent to his loved girl...☃
☃i think we will break one day...☃