blog只是一个我发泄的地方。。。。

[31-12-2008]

☃08年最后一天了。。。。☃
☃不能和他一起过。。。。☃
☃他妈不给。。。。☃
☃大家都很开心。。。。☃
☃只有我不开心。。。。☃

☃她又弄我更讨厌她了！☃
☃今天被逼跟她去IOI Mall买书包。。。。☃
☃我只喜欢白色的嘛。。。。☃
☃那边没什么选择。。。。☃
☃但是我选到一个我很喜欢的。。。。☃
☃当然是白色的啦。。。。☃
☃我爱白色嘛。。。。☃
☃妈不是很喜欢罢了。。。。☃
☃妈在看那书包时候。。。。☃
☃已经在考lu了☃
☃她三八。。。。☃
☃讲了一句让我很生气的话☃
☃“白色不是很容易肮脏咩？”☃
☃很讨厌咧！☃
☃死八婆！☃
☃soli....太粗鲁了....☃
☃献丑ed....☃

我输给她了。。。。

[30-12-2008]


☃我今天又被弄哭了。。。。☃
☃她真的有够讨厌。。。。☃
☃让我觉得她很卑鄙。。。。☃
☃其实我觉得。。。。☃
☃她好像都不懂发生什么事。。。。☃
☃又或者是懂，却装不懂。。。。☃
☃靠近过她的人。。。。☃
☃都好像吃了什么药酱。。。。☃
☃全部站她那一边了。。。。☃
☃包括我妈。。。。☃
☃算了。。。。☃
☃明天我不出声了。。。。☃
☃不讲话了。。。。☃
☃做自己的事就好了。。。。☃
☃可是我很贪玩咧。。。。☃
☃太爱讲话了。。。。☃
☃怕静不下来。。。。☃
☃其实我很怕一个人静下来的时候。。。。☃
☃很恐怖的。。。。☃
☃会想很多东西。。。。☃
☃试过很多次了。。。。☃
☃很难受的。。。。☃
☃每一次都会哭的。。。。☃
☃晖，你一定要站我这边哦。。。。☃
☃无论吃了什么药都不可以站她那边。。。。☃
☃记得记得哦。。。。☃
☃一定要记得哦！☃
☃muak>o<☃

又不爽了。。。。想不到她会这样！！

[29-12-2008]


☃昨天超好笑的！☃
☃（本人认为）☃
☃我跟我妈去econsave 3 次了！☃
☃1st:买花生*一粒一粒选*XD☃
☃2nd:same wit 1st time....☃
☃因为买太少了！☃
☃3rd:买黄梨☃
☃是不是很厉害咧？☃
☃去3次咧！☃



☃哇。。。。☃
☃超不爽的！☃
☃弄我从早上就一直哭！☃
☃有一个人啦。。。。☃
☃她hor....抵不得我酱快就做office工，☃
☃所以hor....就请了她的朋友来做！☃
☃假假讲是来帮妈的忙的。。。。☃
☃我觉得就是她抵不得！☃
☃我是因为做office工才做到开学的啦。。。。☃
☃哪里懂给她搞到要做回楼下的杂工！☃
☃早知道做到上星期就不做了！☃
☃mothercaojibai☃
☃忍不住了！☃
☃难怪酱多人讨厌她！☃
☃跟她一起做过工的人都讲她一直拿她妈来压他们。。。。☃
☃*她妈是老板娘*☃
☃越来越讨厌她了。。。。☃
☃弄到我一早就一直哭☃
☃我承认啦。。。。☃
☃我是很容易哭的人啦。。。。☃
☃可是hor....给她酱子弄就弄到我真的很不爽咯！☃
☃她这种人。。。。找一天我一定要报复！☃
☃弄到她惨惨！☃
☃找多多人一起弄她！☃
☃那时就。。。。哈！哈！哈！☃
☃好像戏里面的奸人咧。。。。XD☃

55555......

[26-12-2008]


☃弄到他生气了。。。。☃
☃很伤心。。。。☃
☃很想哭。。。。☃
☃但不敢哭。。。。☃
☃我怕。。。。☃
☃忍不住了。。。。☃
☃掉眼泪了。。。。☃

write yesterday things XD

[26-12-2008]

☃halo~~我可以写昨天的东西吗？☃
可以。。。。
☃[25-12-2008]☃
☃昨天我去BBQ了哦！☃
☃so happy!!☃
☃哈。。。。☃
☃不懂zomok一直换地点XD☃
☃本来kepong sentral集合☃
☃变到jusco集合☃
☃然后搭ktm去一个不懂谁的家☃
☃然后又不懂zomok又搭ktm回去kepong jusco那边==''☃
☃浪费钱。。。。XD☃
☃好才爸妈有跟着去☃
☃不然我不懂怎样了咯。。。。☃
☃然后就BBQ咯☃
☃他们好像不怎么喜欢我咧☃
☃可怜的我。。。。T.T☃
☃然后就酱咯☃
☃他发誓爱我一生一世咧！☃
☃超开心的！☃
☃然后我们烧了两个鸡翅膀给爸妈。。。。☃
☃很黑的。。。。☃
☃因为太多honey了。。。。☃
☃然后就回家喽☃
☃走到一半才发现dompet在他书包！XD☃
☃然后就回去拿咯☃
☃原来他也在call我拿钱包咧！‘心灵相通’XD☃
☃然后差不多回到家时弟呕咧！☃
☃整车都是。。。。☃
☃WAI!!!☃
☃aiyo....总之今天很happy啦！☃
☃因为终于可以和他BBQ了！☃
☃是第一次咧！☃

希望。。。。祝我好运吧！

[25-12-2008]


☃今天晚上有BBQ。。。。☃
☃和他跟他的朋友一起的。。。。☃
☃可是不懂爸和妈给不给去。。。。☃
☃希望给啦。。。。☃
☃祝我好运吧！☃

倒霉+不开心

[23-12-2008]

☃好像有点倒霉哦。。。。☃
☃1。他这几天对我不是很好。。。。☃
☃2。割伤手，脚，and背☃
☃*都是超级小伤*☃
☃3。知道初二班级了。。。。是二德。。。。☃
☃第十五班☃
☃共有十八班而已。。。。☃


☃好消息！（只有一个。。。。。。。）☃
他第二班耶！
yay!!

☃唯一值得高兴的事情。。。。☃


☃我。。。有点怀疑他和其他girl在一起。。。☃
☃希望是我想太多。。。。☃
☃如果真的是我想太多就来跟我解释吧。。。。。☃
☃我爱你。。。。☃

happy!

☃so happy!☃
☃my com can type chinese jor....☃
☃haha =D☃
☃你看。。。。我可以打华语字了耶！！☃

bu shuang!! *just for "fa xie"*

[13-12-2008]


☃finnaly i know cannot "very fren" wit mum jor....☃
☃i wat also tell her....☃
☃not good things....☃
☃if can, i hope she wat also dunno!☃
☃always said she never complain me and he, but actually always complain!!☃
☃she own dunno only....☃
☃always like this....☃
☃like herself mother....☃
☃2 ppl same!☃
☃always own got do or talk wat also dunno....☃
☃just scold scold scold....☃
☃today scold is because my phone bill der....☃
☃she giv me use post paid, and say cannot use more than 30 ringgit....☃
☃how i know how much i used?☃
☃post paid cannot check der mar....☃
☃she dungiv me use pre paid....but always scold me because my bill....☃
☃she wan me pay myself...☃
☃k lar....pay lar!!!☃
☃i pay then dun scold me lor!☃
☃i said i pay then still scold....☃
☃bu shuang!bu shuang!bu shuang!!!☃

happy =D

[11-12-2008]


☃happy!!☃
☃finally got a bit 安全感 jor!!☃
☃but....really a bit only lar....☃
☃hope you can giv me more 安全感!!☃

555........

[1-12-2008]

☃555.......☃
☃his fs got 90% girl...☃
☃sad.....☃
☃help me......☃
☃wat can i do now?☃

angry!!

[1-12-2008]

☃angry! angry!☃
☃hmh!!!☃
☃the work ppl so**☃
☃angry!!!☃
☃dunno how say o...☃
☃she o, i like 2 do der she dungiv me do doh...☃
☃do all boring things...☃
☃so bu shuang to day...☃

☃this sat i go cameron!!^^☃
☃so happy!!☃

not happy......

☃so unhappy=(☃
☃i go see his fs...☃
☃so many girl comment...☃
☃last time no at all der...☃
☃but now suddently so many...☃
☃all is leng lui...☃
☃55555.................☃

sorry ar...

☃these days nth 2 write...☃
☃pls forgive me=p☃
☃sorry......☃

sad...................................................................................

[22-11-2008]

☃still feel not happy...☃
☃coz...☃
☃juz feel like...☃
☃he not love me...☃
☃but...☃
☃cannot break...☃
☃coz i love him...☃
☃555..........................☃
☃why like this der???☃
☃i wan he love me...☃

today...car stopped beside road...

[19-11-2008]


☃today same go to work...☃
☃but so "black"☃
☃when come back, the car stopped☃
☃and cant drive anymore...☃
☃in front of the car got some "yan" come out☃
☃*i 4got "yan" english call wat...so...*☃
☃so we stand beside road, wait my dad come to help me...☃
☃so cold beside road...☃
☃then ar, coz my cousin is wit us mar...☃
☃so we use the another car took him back home lor...☃
☃then my dad wait the "lorry" come lar...☃
☃he wait there alone...☃
☃haha...so bad...☃
☃then ar...wait my dad come back lor...☃
☃then wait until maybe half past ten, then go somebody house...☃
☃we saw the car how to come down from the "lorry"☃
☃so yeng!☃

i m the most happy ppl in the world!!!

☃i m so happy!!!= D☃
☃we can be together!!!☃
☃wont like last time!!!☃
☃hope we can be together forever!!!☃
☃sorry...to happy...so all use "!!!"☃
☃=b☃
☃we will be together forever!!!☃

how can i be happy?

[18-11-2008]

☃how can i be happy?☃
☃think happy things can let me feel happy?☃
☃no...my all happy 回忆got him...☃
☃so...can tell me how to be happy?☃
☃i oni can do work or anything to 麻醉myself...and let me dun think him...☃
☃but i think it is not a good 方法...☃
☃who can tell me the better方法 to let me not sad?☃

i m still loving him...

[18-11-2008]

☃yesterday...i asked him...can we be together again?☃
☃he said the next day will giv me answer...he need time to think...☃
☃today...he tell me his answer...☃
☃>>i think we can still be fren.... but we can't 复合anymore.... only hurt more ....<<☃
☃i m so sad...☃
☃but is me活该...☃
☃who call me so bad to he?☃
☃so...is he dunwan me...not i dunwan he...☃



☃yesterday i didnt eat at all...☃
☃haha...feel myself very geng...☃



☃today i go work...☃
☃do same thing whole day...so sien...☃
☃but its better than i stay at home...☃
☃so free, nth to do, make me think more, and sad more...☃
☃i were working, but i still got think him...i m so miss him...☃
☃后悔之前这样对他。。。☃

cry... so funny!!

[17-11-2008]

☃i cry again...☃
☃haha...so funny!☃
☃i suddently so miss him...so i call him☃
☃but i forgot today is his exam day...☃
☃i call so many time...☃
☃i thought he dunwan choi me...so i cry...☃
☃very funny??☃
☃i feel it too!!☃
☃but i m still crying...☃



☃i just read his blog...☃
☃make me feel sadder...☃
☃i know all is my fault...☃
☃so sorry...☃
☃sorry...☃


☃omg...i sot jor...☃
☃one day write so many times..☃
☃☃but i m really sad...☃
☃i sad until sot jor...☃

happy become sad...

[17-11-2008]

☃so sad...☃
☃yesterday my com repair finish...so happy...☃
☃but i cant think i on9 then make us break...☃
☃i were so happy when i can on9, coz can keng msn wit him...☃
☃but i dunno finally we break because msn...☃
☃so sad so sad...☃
☃happy become sad...☃
☃i scare like this...i scare from happy become sad...☃
☃but it happened...☃

miss you...

[17-11-2008]

☃suddently very very miss you...☃
☃almost cry jor...☃
☃when i can forgot you??☃
☃who can tell me??☃
☃i still love you...☃

be happy!

[17-11-2008]

☃today i woke up 2 o'clock o...☃

☃then i cant sleep jor...☃

☃i just lie on the bed...☃

☃and think a lot of things...☃

☃so sad...☃

☃my birthday is always at the exam time...☃

☃always no frenz celebrate wit me...☃

☃you promise me next year's birthday you will celebrate wit me...☃

☃do you remember?☃

☃you tell me you never cry...make me feel sadder...☃

☃i wake 2 o' clock, then 4 o'clock ++i go my mum's room...☃

☃i tell her i cant sleep, then i cry...☃

☃she said the boy always make me sad...this kind of boy dunwan lar...☃

☃so happy jor...haha...☃

☃i m look like happy jor...but actually i feel very sad...☃

we break...

[16-11-2008]

☃we just break...☃
☃feel so sad...☃
☃who can make me smile?☃
☃i cant think the end will be like this...☃
☃55555...☃

la la la...♩♪♫♬♭sounds like happy, but i m sad...

[16-11-2008]

-sad...sad...-



-why sad?-



-...-



















☃my bf and me got problem jor...☃


☃we 2 days no sms jor...☃



☃coz i tell him i dunwan choi him for a few days...☃



☃he reply me "ok...."!!!☃



☃then we no sms lor...☃

☃but i cant think until night he no send a msg to me...☃
☃just now i go check mail, i saw he sent me a mail...☃
☃down the mail got something like "sent to love ppl" or wat...something like this lar...☃
☃i saw he sent to his loved girl...☃
☃i think we will break one day...☃